Backpack of Troubles

Well I wake up alone in a crowded room

I think about all the stuff that you do

I put on a little make up

You act like you care

Like you'd always be there

If theres one thing I've learnt

From this crippling life

Its that every body

Has a knife

To plant in a back

And watch you fall down

But I'll keep trucking
Through the pain of it all
You can kick me around
But I won't fall
Yes I'll keep on trucking
And carry the weight
Of my twisted fate

And I hear the offers of 'please talk to me'
But I understand what you all want to see
A good girl with good grades
But thats not who I am
No thats just not who I am

If theres one thing I've learnt
From this pitiful life
Its that every body
Has a knife
To plant in a back
And watch you hit the ground

But I'll keep on trucking
Through the pain of it all
You can kick me around
But I wont fall
Yes I'll keep on trucking
And carry the weight
Of my twisted fate

I'm gonna carry this backpack of troubles
Most of which you'll never know
And if the lies subside
You can show me the light
And guide me on my way home

But I'll keep on trucking
Through the pain of it all
With my backpack of troubles
I promise not to fall
So I'll keep on trucking
Keep on trucking
Alone